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26 juli 2021
Greetings, I am the Plant Man.
So, I've been thinking it over. A lot. It seems I don't want to even look for exits, or want to continue. I'd really want to just blaze ahead, but I desperately need something underlying all that. I read last week that motivation comes after action. Perhaps this is the crux. Is this "desire", "passion", or "northstar" just something elusive? If it is, it'd be a really horrible joke. Like, very bad. Mainly because I think that's the thing holding me back. That, and me blaming other people - and not doing the work.
Yours,
The Lazy Dog.